a joyful reminder to put it all in perspective....

this is a great video...

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desires 12.04.08

I desire...

to see & tour the M42 substation basement inside Grand Central Terminal (yes really).

to have a luscious, delicious make-out session where I lose all sense of time.

To enjoy the holiday season and feel well rested and happy and joyful.

To be slow-danced in my living room.

To learn to ballroom dance and be naturally good at it.

to see Garrison Keillor perform live (Prairie Home Companion).

To have a wonderful vacation fully-paid to someplace beautiful with amazing weather with friends.

To have a clean and well organized, vibrant, welcoming home.

To have EMOs!

Warm chocolate chip cookies and a glass of orange juice or cup of tea.

To have a luscious wonderful massage every week.

To make love to classical music.

to be married to the right man for me, and to have a child in the perfect time.

to experience orgasmic birth.

To laugh so hard I nearly pee my pants (but don't pee!)

To have a gorgeous lingerie collection that alllll fits me perfectly (including one of those old-school bed jackets with the fluffy bits on the edges).

To have tea and scones delivered to me in bed!

To experience wonderful gifted surprises!

healthy skin and a vibrant, fit, healthy body.

to release easefully the chemical sensitivity of my goddessly delicate feet

To go snorkeling

To go on a sailboat ride

To be serenaded... repeatedly.

To love the way I look in photographs.

a perfect and warm fur coat (or two)

To have an S-Factor patron who pays for all my s-factor classes, clothes and any other s-related whim I have.

To have my very own S-factor studio room with a squashy chair or two, 2 - 3 poles (for friends!), amazing wood floors and a fantastic sound system.

To have a friend who also happens to be famous, and we're totally normal with each other.

To go on a cross-country road trip by car, staying in great hotels, b&bs, friends homes, campgrounds, and to really love the journey.

To be taken on a date to the Metropolitan Opera.

To see a live performance of Beethovens 9th Symphony that REALLY rocks.

To be deeply, exquisitely loved.

To have a continuingly beautiful relationship with my nieces, particularly with my new soon-to-be goddaughter.

To have my hair brushed.

To receive a facial.

To receive compliments regularly.

To have my deep desires revealed and unfolded to me, and create more desires

To receive flowers gifted to me

To be surprised by the generous brilliance and abundance of the Universe on a daily basis in ways that make me feel happy.

for all the desires I have that havent been written down, to come to me in graceful and perfect ways.